I had a Life Changing Experience. I got triggered, the voice in my head became frightened about a potential outcome, and my body began to tremble with fear. I applied the technique, and the Experience happened, though at the time, I didn’t realize it was Life Changing. The Experience was like a rapid expulsion of liquid, squirting out of the pores of my skin. It lasted a few seconds, or at least not long, and something was happening in my mind, a lot of confusion, and disorientation, and then sudden calm and silence.
I woke up the next morning, rigid, waiting to feel the normal rise and fall of anxiety as I thought about things that I had to do at work and home, but there were no large waves of emotion, just slight hints of sensations related to thoughts that needed actions, along with clarity about how to perform solutions. And I was completely aware of everything around me, every sound, every sight, every sensation, and no gaps, no thoughts that cut off my connection to the world around me or inside me. Everything got easy, and it seemed like there was enough time to do everything, so much time that I didn’t know what to do with it.
I don’t think I said more than a few words to anyone for weeks, and I was in an uncomfortable state of no direction, and no purpose. It was the same for the next 7 weeks, until I went back to work after the New Year, when I walked into my normal high stress job, and noticed everyone was tense with ego around me, and I was not. That’s when I realized I had Experienced something Life Changing, and also that I had found a new purpose, which started with me trying to figure out exactly what had happened to me and why, and then how to present it, explain it, and teach it to others.